Energy Awareness

by Nancy T
(Mississippi)

This isn't necessarily healing, just my awareness of energy. I see lights (the color of lightning), like dancing sparks, especially against a bright sky. I think I've seen these all of my life. At night the lights are blue and purple. I also see blue and purple light swirling around in my mind's eye when I'm meditating. In the daytime, beyond the lights, there is a tunnel of moving shadows, like a vortex, but I only see this outdoors in bright light, and not very often. Ordinarily it is extremely hypnotic, but I once had it cause motion sickness.

If I look at any solid background, I am aware of movement, like a very fast vibration. At night, in very low light, I can see the energy all around, and my fingers look as if they're webbed because of the energy around them!

I have, in the past, experienced a lot of telekinetic activity, sometimes when praying. Sometimes fans spin when they aren't turned on, rocking chairs rock or move around, lamps shake, and I once had energy gather very fast around the outer edges of a computer screen, speed toward the center, and then flash out of the computer toward me (about a foot). When this energy began emerging as poltergeist activity, a number of years back, I both prayed about it and requested it to stop, which it did. (I had been listening to a brain entrainment cd just before the poltergeist activity started, and knew that I had caused it.)

All I can think of at the moment, except for the night that I heard the 8 bells when my chakras balanced.